IAM STILL THE SAME

I am still the same….then why did the things change!!!


I cried when it rained…..yes I cried getting drained…
So that no one sees my tear….for I felt the fear………
The fear of dying before the actual death…The fear of losing my breath….
It kept killing me inside…..for I had my emotions to hide…

She said she loves me no more…banging the door at my back…..
She never realized I was actually sacked ……
My Mother..the only lapse I relaxed…..ditched me when life axed….
All love all relations detached…and the reason being THE HIV ATTACK…..

Things were not the same…each had the reasons to blame..
I know I’ll die..but before that I want to taste the life’s sweet pie….
I want to live….live MY LIFE..the one which HE gave ……before I am graved!!!

But how can I smile? With my people showing their backs to me…are they still mine?
Don’t they see pain in my eyes?
I need them the most….will they never realize?

Every other guy which passes by shows me sympathy……
I don’t need that..if u can..just empathy!!!
Heart weeps ..mind sweeps.. the thought often shakes me…I am just sick…why do you have to hate me?

OJASHWI SINGH

KARUNA LUCKNOW ADMIN AND EDITOR.

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